Monday, 7 May 2012

Part 3

She then said,

"Nash, that is so sweet of you and I really do like u a lot , but it is just that I am into girls."

"Uuuhhmm, aaaahhhhh, really? Ok cool"

"Yes, I am sorry though. The relationship could have worked but I guess it is just bad timing" she said sympathetically.

At this moment, I didn't even bother listening to what she said. I will still debating whether that answer was an excuse or just a kind way of say "NO".

"Hello?? Nash? Are you still there?"
"Yes I am still here. I ... Aaahhhmmm..... Aaaahhhhh.. I got to go.. I have to... Aaaahhhhh ... Bye"

I did not wait for Tashy to say good bye to me. I was too emotional to wait for her to say whatever she wanted to say. After that conversation, everything became dull. Nothing seemed interesting anymore. I stopped talking to my friends for about two weeks, just debating on whether that heart breaking answer was a lie or not. I had known Tashy for a while now and I don't think she had a reason to lie to me. We had always been honest with our feelings towards each other, why would she lie to me now? All sorts of questions ran through my mind and I couldn't find a logical answer for all of them.

The day I decided to go my social websites, the notifications, requests, replies and messages that I had to respond to where of the charts. Adriana showed great concern on how it went with Tashy. She wanted to know what happened , what I said and how she responded. Adriana always wanted to be told stories in great detail and I wasn't ready for that.

My ego and I decided to talk to Adriana a few days later. I knew she was going to be laughing at me because what I hoped for didn't happen. We never take anything serious Adriana and I. We always saw the fun side of any situation hence every time we talk, we are always laughing.

Two days later, I called Adriana,

"Hie Adriana, what's up??"

"Guess who decided to talk to me?" she replied angrily

"I see someone has been lonely. You missed me?" I replied

"Do not flatter yourself but yes, I did miss you. What happened to you??"

"Adriana, it is about Tashy."

" I am sure it can not be that bad. What happened?"

I told her everything. I explained vividly at everything that happen on my conversation with Tashy and I could tell she was listening attentively. I felt bitter and sad while I told her my story. Once I was done, Adriana , as expected she started laughing at me.

"Yes... Sure, laugh ate the single guy. At least I know u supportive" I said sarcastically

"Stop being a drama queen and listen. Tashy lied to u. She is definitely not a lesbian."

"So, she lied to me?"

"I am afraid so love!"

We started laughing about it , but deep down I was hurt. Tashy lied to me in a brutal way. If she wanted to avoid hurting my feelings, she had failed!!!

I became silent again. It really sucked to be in my shoes at that time. Hurt, lied to and to make it worse over the girl I was sprung over. Life couldn't get any worse.

That Saturday, Tashy sent me a message,

"Hey Nash. How are you?"

"Hello Tashy , I am doing great. How about you?"

"I am good as well. Are you sure you are fine because Adriana sounds really worried about  you. She says you haven't talked in about a week now. Are you ok?"

" Yes Tashy, I am fine doubt worry"

"Ok then, I have a date so i have to get prepared?"

"oohh, with who? Who is the lucky girl?"

"girl? No, it is not a girl! It is my ex boyfriend!!"

WTF!!!!

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