Part 3
She then
said,
"Nash,
that is so sweet of you and I really do like u a lot , but it is just that I am
into girls."
"Uuuhhmm,
aaaahhhhh, really? Ok cool"
"Yes,
I am sorry though. The relationship could have worked but I guess it is just
bad timing" she said sympathetically.
At this
moment, I didn't even bother listening to what she said. I will still debating
whether that answer was an excuse or just a kind way of say "NO".
"Hello??
Nash? Are you still there?"
"Yes
I am still here. I ... Aaahhhmmm..... Aaaahhhhh.. I got to go.. I have to...
Aaaahhhhh ... Bye"
I did not
wait for Tashy to say good bye to me. I was too emotional to wait for her to
say whatever she wanted to say. After that conversation, everything became
dull. Nothing seemed interesting anymore. I stopped talking to my friends for
about two weeks, just debating on whether that heart breaking answer was a lie
or not. I had known Tashy for a while now and I don't think she had a reason to
lie to me. We had always been honest with our feelings towards each other, why
would she lie to me now? All sorts of questions ran through my mind and I
couldn't find a logical answer for all of them.
The day I
decided to go my social websites, the notifications, requests, replies and
messages that I had to respond to where of the charts. Adriana showed great
concern on how it went with Tashy. She wanted to know what happened , what I
said and how she responded. Adriana always wanted to be told stories in great
detail and I wasn't ready for that.
My ego
and I decided to talk to Adriana a few days later. I knew she was going to be
laughing at me because what I hoped for didn't happen. We never take anything
serious Adriana and I. We always saw the fun side of any situation hence every
time we talk, we are always laughing.
Two days
later, I called Adriana,
"Hie
Adriana, what's up??"
"Guess
who decided to talk to me?" she replied angrily
"I
see someone has been lonely. You missed me?" I replied
"Do
not flatter yourself but yes, I did miss you. What happened to you??"
"Adriana,
it is about Tashy."
" I
am sure it can not be that bad. What happened?"
I told
her everything. I explained vividly at everything that happen on my
conversation with Tashy and I could tell she was listening attentively. I felt
bitter and sad while I told her my story. Once I was done, Adriana , as
expected she started laughing at me.
"Yes...
Sure, laugh ate the single guy. At least I know u supportive" I said
sarcastically
"Stop
being a drama queen and listen. Tashy lied to u. She is definitely not a
lesbian."
"So,
she lied to me?"
"I
am afraid so love!"
We
started laughing about it , but deep down I was hurt. Tashy lied to me in a
brutal way. If she wanted to avoid hurting my feelings, she had failed!!!
I became
silent again. It really sucked to be in my shoes at that time. Hurt, lied to
and to make it worse over the girl I was sprung over. Life couldn't get any
worse.
That
Saturday, Tashy sent me a message,
"Hey
Nash. How are you?"
"Hello
Tashy , I am doing great. How about you?"
"I
am good as well. Are you sure you are fine because Adriana sounds really
worried about you. She says you haven't
talked in about a week now. Are you ok?"
"
Yes Tashy, I am fine doubt worry"
"Ok
then, I have a date so i have to get prepared?"
"oohh,
with who? Who is the lucky girl?"
"girl?
No, it is not a girl! It is my ex boyfriend!!"
WTF!!!!
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